So, I woke up angry.
It’s a horrible way to wake up.
Everything is dark and dangerous, and your primed for things to go wrong.
I remembered that I’m thinking about Anger this week and realising that I’ve come here through Peace, I am attempting to breath and relax and release this Anger.
I don’t know if its an active thing I’m supposed to be doing – looking at the source of my Anger, forgiving the cause of it, etc.
I can’t even think in these terms because as soon as I think about it, I am angry.
We go before the judge on the 6th of June and I’ve told my lawyer to throw the gauntlet.
I will let the situation play itself out.
What I really dislike is the way that it seems to have taken over everything.
So. This is what it looks like. I can’t enjoy myself, or the people and things around me. But, being aware that I am angry, I am also aware that it’s wasting my time, so I’m going to try and let it be, and let myself be too.