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You are always either dead and saved, or an Angel.

The way I think about myself often goes like this:

I am not good enough.

I don’t understand.

Why does this always happen to me.

I’m trying my best.

Are you there God?

I find in meditation that I am constantly pleading for the circumstances of my life to be easy and pain free.

And so I am constantly creating a future that is uncertain and a past that is at fault.

I worry.

This morning I asked God to – sort of show me what I look like.

I saw that I am always either alive in a future already redeemed by Jesus; resplendent and pure in both body and mind, or I am an Angel; a soul present in Earth at this time, in this particular body and form, aware that this body is on loan, able to exercise the authority of my soul to shape the world around me by being conscious that I am a soul and being aware of the thoughts I use to create the life around me.

I am always either a heavenly being, already victorious eternally – or an angel here on Earth, interacting with it with this knowledge in mind.

It changes how see myself, moment to moment – and gives me the Power to choose Happiness in the midst of everything else.

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Posted by on September 16, 2019 in Uncategorized


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Have pure and positive thoughts for yourself and others

May you have pure and positive thoughts for yourself and for others and transform negative into positive.

In order to remain constantly powerful, simply remember two things: Have pure and positive thoughts for yourself and for others.

With pure and positive thoughts for yourself, you can transform negative into positive.

Having pure and positive thoughts for yourself is connected to having pure and positive thoughts for others.

If there are no pure and positive thoughts for yourself, you cannot have pure and positive thoughts for others.

Pay attention to both of these at the present time because there are so many problems and people cannot understand you through words.

So use your pure and positive thoughts and give them vibrations and they will then change.

As is the Father, so am I

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Posted by on August 6, 2019 in Uncategorized


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They have everything

Psalm 73

Truly God is good to Israel, even to such as are of a clean heart.

2 But as for me, my feet were almost gone; my steps had well nigh slipped.

3 For I was envious at the foolish, when I saw the prosperity of the wicked.

4 For there are no bands in their death: but their strength is firm.

5 They are not in trouble as other men; neither are they plagued like other men.

6 Therefore pride compasseth them about as a chain; violence covereth them as a garment.

7 Their eyes stand out with fatness: they have more than heart could wish.

8 They are corrupt, and speak wickedly concerning oppression: they speak loftily.

9 They set their mouth against the heavens, and their tongue walketh through the earth.

10 Therefore his people return hither: and waters of a full cup are wrung out to them.

11 And they say, How doth God know? and is there knowledge in the most High?

12 Behold, these are the ungodly, who prosper in the world; they increase in riches.

13 Verily I have cleansed my heart in vain, and washed my hands in innocency.

14 For all the day long have I been plagued, and chastened every morning.

15 If I say, I will speak thus; behold, I should offend against the generation of thy children.

16 When I thought to know this, it was too painful for me;

17 Until I went into the sanctuary of God; then understood I their end.

18 Surely thou didst set them in slippery places: thou castedst them down into destruction.

19 How are they brought into desolation, as in a moment! they are utterly consumed with terrors.

As a dream when one awaketh; so, O Lord, when thou awakest, thou shalt despise their image.

21 Thus my heart was grieved, and I was pricked in my reins.

22 So foolish was I, and ignorant: I was as a beast before thee.

23 Nevertheless I am continually with thee: thou hast holden me by my right hand.

24 Thou shalt guide me with thy counsel, and afterward receive me to glory.

25 Whom have I in heaven but thee? and there is none upon earth that I desire beside thee.

26 My flesh and my heart faileth: but God is the strength of my heart, and my portion for ever.

27 For, lo, they that are far from thee shall perish: thou hast destroyed all them that go a whoring from thee.

28 But it is good for me to draw near to God: I have put my trust in the Lord God, that I may declare all thy works.

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Posted by on July 30, 2019 in Uncategorized


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Witness the light

Sometimes, I feel like I am the light, blazing out into the Universe, Ray’s of Goodwill and Forgiveness.

Sometimes I feel like I can be the Cause of my life – the source of light for those around me.

-Matthew 12:38-

-“….Teacher, we want to see a miraculous sign from you.”-


I ask sometimes.

Other times I ask to know what it feels like to be loved.

I don’t forgive my sister.

I become self-respect. Almighty Authority of my soul.

I am good.

I radiate goodness.


“The power of God and the Wisdom of God is greater than the sage or seer who celebrates it.”

What is true of Solomon or whoever wrote that praise of Wisdom [in the book of Proverbs], is true of all wise teachers and wise men, they are ‘not that light’, they are ‘sent to bear witness of that light’.

I am not the light.

This little lamp of mine is spooky action at a distance.

It gets it’s blaze from another.

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Posted by on July 21, 2019 in Uncategorized


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You are not un-clean

Matthew 15:16-20 –

16 Are you still so dull?” Jesus asked them.
17 “Don’t you see that whatever enters the mouth goes into the stomach and then out of the body?
18 But the things that come out of a person’s mouth come from the heart, and make them unclean.
19 For out of the heart come evil thoughts—murder, adultery, sexual immorality, theft, false testimony, slander.
20 These are what makes a person unclean; but eating with unwashed hands does not make them unclean.”


The Pharisees and Sadducees were opposed to each other in principles and in conduct; yet they joined against Christ. B

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Posted by on July 19, 2019 in Uncategorized


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Shut your mouth!

-Matthew 12:36-38-

“But I tell you that everyone will have to give account on the day of judgment for every empty word they have spoken.“-

– “For by your words you will be acquitted, and by your words you will be condemned.”



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Posted by on July 18, 2019 in Uncategorized


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What does inheritance look like? What kind of a man is this!

-Galatians 4:6-7-

-“Because you are sons [daughters], God sent the Spirit of his Son into our hearts, the Spirit who calls out, “Abba, Father. “

So you are no longer a slave, but a son [daughter]; and since you are a son [daughter], God has made you also an heir. “-


-Matthew 8:27-

– The men were amazed and asked, “What kind of man is this? Even the winds and the waves obey him!”

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Posted by on July 16, 2019 in Uncategorized


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I have loved you, says the LORD

Malachi 1:2

Malachi 1:2

“I have loved you,’ says the LORD. ‘But you ask, ‘How have you loved us?’ ‘Was not Esau Jacob’s brother?’ declares the LORD. ‘Yet I have loved Jacob,”

I finished the Old Testament today, and I’m happy.

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Posted by on July 12, 2019 in Uncategorized


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I have often wondered what happens to lost years

I’m growing older.

There is a song – Circle – by Joni Mitchell I listened to over and over in my early twenties.

Lately I’ve been getting headaches. And this year has been mentally tough.

It’s dragged on and I’ve been down and so much wasted time and so many regretful choices in my past and a life with nothing to show.

What will they say at my funeral?


Joel 2:25-26

“I will repay you for the years the locusts have eaten—
the great locust and the young locust,
the other locusts and the locust swarm
my great army that I sent among you.
26 You will have plenty to eat, until you are full,
and you will praise the name of the Lord your God,
who has worked wonders for you;
never again will my people be shamed.


If I had tears, I would cry.

The time which the sinner lost, in which he might have gained increase of grace and glory, is lost forever.”

But all which he had gained before, returns.

All his lost love returns through penitence; all his past attainments, which were before accepted by God, are accepted still for the same glory.

“Former works which were deadened by sins following, revive through repentance”.

The penitent begins anew God’s service, but he is not at the beginning of that service, nor of his preparation for life eternal.

If the grace which he had before, and the glory corresponding to that grace, and to his former attainments through that grace, were lost to him, then, although eternally blessed, he would be punished eternally for forgiven sin, which, God has promised, should “not be remembered.

And a great wonder happens. A life anew.

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Posted by on July 7, 2019 in Uncategorized


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The way he sleeps with me

– Proverbs 14:12 & 15:25 –

-“There is a way that seems right to a man,

But in the end it leads to death.”-

– Mathew 19:25 – 26 –

– “Who, then, can be saved?” they asked.

– Jesus looked straight at them and answered, “This is impossible for human beings, but for God everything is possible.”

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Posted by on June 30, 2019 in Uncategorized


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